Yes – It’s true. Absolutely true. I don’t know exactly what to do with it because I feel most unworthy. She is a long time friend from college, though our friendship started after that time when we went to church together and we were in our mid 20s. She thinks so highly of me, and reminds of things I said or done that I have no recollection of doing over our long friendship together. We are VERY low maintenance friends. We don’t demand much of each others time and speak about 6 times a years – sometimes more, sometimes less. But mostly we laugh together (REALLY REALLY laugh) and serve together. I can call her anytime and ask her to do something (and vice versa) and with little hesitation do we respond and help for that period of time. Lately, as my 50th birthday approaches, she has called me at least twice a month since August to find out what I’m doing to celebrate, how can she help, what dates am I thinking about so that she can clear her schedule, inviting me to whatever she is doing if I am not celebrating in a big way. She called just this week to say that she would like to treat me to dinner if I’m not celebrating!!! She is determined to bless me, to honor a significant time in my life. I am greatly moved and quite overwhelmed by her desire to bless me.
This morning as I pondered her desire to be a blessing to me, it occurred to me this is how God is. He is always waiting for opportunities to bless us, to honor our relationship with Him, to fellowship, to commune with us. Yes, we are unworthy, but this is how He is. Remember the prodigal son (in the Bible), who thought he only deserved to eat with his father’s servants, and yet when he returned, his father gave him a ring, a robe and a feast for coming back. No matter how unworthy we feel or whatever we may have done, God is always trying to give to us. His hand is ALWAYS open.
So today, I am so very thankful to God for this wonderful reminder of His persistent love toward us in the life of my dear friend.